一、我本来就很麻烦 情绪很多 爱哭 粘人 爱胡思乱想 这些换谁谁都接受不了 我知道 所以我没有打算成为谁的偏爱和例外。
I'm very troublesome. I love crying, clingy, and thinking. I can't accept it for anyone. So I don't intend to be anyone's preference or exception.
二、我不知道自己到底想要什 每个人的出现都给我上了一堂课 我不明白到底是什么样的终点让我过得如此艰辛。
I don't know what I really want. Everyone's appearance has taught me a lesson. I don't know what kind of end point makes me live so hard.
三、虽然抱着手机 但是根本没有人联系我 我不喜欢打游戏 也不知道干什么 但一玩就是一天 不要问我玩什么 我也不知道。
Although I hold my mobile phone, no one has contacted me at all. I don't like playing games and I don't know what to do, but it's just one day. Don't ask me what I play.
四、心态早变了 越来越颓废 怕父母越来越老 怕自己没有前途 怕自己挣不到钱 怕自己垮掉。
The mentality has changed earlier and more decadent, fearing that parents are getting older and older, that they have no future, that they can't earn money, and that they will collapse.
五、我手机不离身 一个人走在路上 一个人出去 为了避免尴尬 总是拿出手机 时不时摆弄一下 其实只有自己知道 只是把手机解锁看一下时间 滑动几下桌面 然后锁屏 几分钟后又重复一遍 这就是孤独 一个人的孤独。
I walk alone on the road and go out alone. In order to avoid embarrassment, I always take out my mobile phone and play with it from time to time. In fact, I only know that I just unlock my mobile phone, look at the time, slide the desktop a few times, and then lock the screen for a few minutes and repeat it again. This is loneliness alone.
六、我不苗条 穿不进那些只能塞进骨头的衣服 我不是一个矜持的女孩子 尽管人很多还是喜欢疯狂大笑 我不怎么可爱 不如那些美女好看 我只是一名很普通很普通的女孩子 我脾气不怎么好 很容易冲动 我就是这样的人 我很笨 反应慢 我不是什么天才少女 玩什么游戏都很烂 我就是不精通 我就是不聪明 我喜欢在我伤心的时候听伤感的歌 我也做不到让任何人喜欢我。
I'm not slim and can't wear clothes that can only be stuffed into bones. I'm not a reserved girl.
Although there are many people, I like to laugh wildly. I'm not as cute as those beautiful women. I'm just a very ordinary girl. I'm not very good-tempered and impulsive. I'm such a person. I'm stupid and slow-witted. I'm not proficient in any games. I'm just not smart. I like listening to sad songs when I'm sad. I can't make anyone like me.
I don't have a high-value appearance, and I don't have the capital to squander. No one likes me for three or five years. I want to walk aimlessly and try my best to make a few small profits, and then buy flowers for myself.
Girls who like to sleep sideways, I think most of them are especially soft at heart, lack of security, and have bad temper, but they are especially sincere and kind at heart, and occasionally have some small temper, but they are particularly coaxed, careless on the surface, but sad at heart.
九、我脾气不好 很容易冲动 我就是这样的人 我很笨 反应慢 我不是什么天才少女 玩什么游戏都很烂 我就是不精通 我就是不聪明 我喜欢在我伤心的时候听伤感的歌 我就是这样的人 我做不到让任何人喜欢我。
I have a bad temper and am impulsive. I am such a person. I am stupid and slow to respond. I am not a talented girl. I am not proficient in any games. I am not smart. I like to listen to sad songs when I am sad. I am such a person. I can't make anyone like me.
十、我想在心情不好的时候 有一个人陪着我 带我去一个安静的地方 听我说我的不开心 真正了解我的人真的没几个 我选择宽容 不是因为我怯弱 是我不想计较太多 我选择糊涂 不是真的糊涂 是因为我不想知道你太多 我怕我会多想！
I want to have someone to accompany me when I am in a bad mood and take me to a quiet place to listen to me. I am unhappy. There are really few people who really know me. I choose tolerance not because I am timid, but because I don't want to care too much. I choose confusion not because I don't want to know too much about you. I am afraid I will think too much.
十一、我胳膊上有疤 我敏感 我多疑 我嗜睡 我爱胡思乱想 我爱哭 我自卑 我嘴硬 我占有欲强。
I have scars on my arms, I'm sensitive, I'm suspicious, I'm sleepy, I love to think, I love to cry, I feel inferior, I'm grumpy and possessive.